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Life is truly so fun right now.

All afternoon I have been listening to Lupe. School is a joke mostly, which is good and bad I guess. When you are a senior there are no older kids to secretly stalk, and so its far less interesting. Also there is something suffocating about high school when college is a short year away. On another note I'm sick of some people, which only makes me appreciate my closest friends even more.

I am content. For the past 3 or so weeks I have been listening to Arcade Fire nonstop, mainly their new album. It is so satisfying driving in my car at night listening to Ready to Start or Rococo or Suburban War or anything really. Over the past few days I have been visiting schools (Clark and UMass) and it has been so exciting. I really think college will be good to me. Having said that, I have never been so eager to go back to school. Senior year is going to be just swell.

I am in a very odd mood, one that is difficult to describe. I feel sort of like my life has become a film and I am just being pulled along by strings, almost floating. Since coming back from Europe I feel impervious to things that usually bug me, partly because I just ignore people half the time these days. This blog is really bad and cryptic but I just felt the urge to write some thoughts done..and failed. oh well, I tried.
Anyhow I am less pleased to be back from Europe than I thought I would be, and wish that I could recycle some of my friends, as harsh as that sounds. I am just sick of quite a few people. This summer has been strange, and I feel that I don't really know how to express it. But enough of that. I am actually excited at the prospect of school, working again, seeing shows and just getting away from some bizarreness of this summer.

hello blogblog. I haven't blogged in forever and I think that maybe I should change that. Lately I have been irrationally frustrated at various things which are boring and very highschool-esque. I just find myself getting sick of people. I need to get out of here for a bit.

Today was strange. I crashed my car and had the best evening I have had all summer. I was just backing out of a driveway and somehow I fucked up and just went backwards. It all happened so fast and it was humiliating and terrifying. I keep getting flashes of the loud bang followed by the realization that I had hit a tree. It was awful, and the back light was all screwed up and the car wouldn't change gears. I felt so shitty about it, in part because it was in a driveway and also because I don't understand how I did it. Anyway no point dwelling on it. Its going to cost a lot, but I hate cars. I want to bike all the time now, honestly, I forgot how fun biking is.
I tried not to dwell on my crash but I was pretty down on myself. This afternoon/evening was damn near perfect. Sitting on my roof and feeling the fresh breeze was soothing, and the rest of the night was how summer should be.