Today was strange. I crashed my car and had the best evening I have had all summer. I was just backing out of a driveway and somehow I fucked up and just went backwards. It all happened so fast and it was humiliating and terrifying. I keep getting flashes of the loud bang followed by the realization that I had hit a tree. It was awful, and the back light was all screwed up and the car wouldn't change gears. I felt so shitty about it, in part because it was in a driveway and also because I don't understand how I did it. Anyway no point dwelling on it. Its going to cost a lot, but I hate cars. I want to bike all the time now, honestly, I forgot how fun biking is.
I tried not to dwell on my crash but I was pretty down on myself. This afternoon/evening was damn near perfect. Sitting on my roof and feeling the fresh breeze was soothing, and the rest of the night was how summer should be.

I can't place it. It has been a good start to summer, so action packed already. I can't quite pinpoint how I am feeling. I just have this need to blog right now, but I don't know what I am trying to say. I am happy its summer though!