I am content. For the past 3 or so weeks I have been listening to Arcade Fire nonstop, mainly their new album. It is so satisfying driving in my car at night listening to Ready to Start or Rococo or Suburban War or anything really. Over the past few days I have been visiting schools (Clark and UMass) and it has been so exciting. I really think college will be good to me. Having said that, I have never been so eager to go back to school. Senior year is going to be just swell.

I am in a very odd mood, one that is difficult to describe. I feel sort of like my life has become a film and I am just being pulled along by strings, almost floating. Since coming back from Europe I feel impervious to things that usually bug me, partly because I just ignore people half the time these days. This blog is really bad and cryptic but I just felt the urge to write some thoughts done..and failed. oh well, I tried.
Anyhow I am less pleased to be back from Europe than I thought I would be, and wish that I could recycle some of my friends, as harsh as that sounds. I am just sick of quite a few people. This summer has been strange, and I feel that I don't really know how to express it. But enough of that. I am actually excited at the prospect of school, working again, seeing shows and just getting away from some bizarreness of this summer.