Well I just had this burning desire to blog. Not like a hugely and intensely personal blog, just put down some random thoughts down on here. Blogger is wack, I don't like it and was going to quit this thing, and then I remembered how important this was to me a while ago. So basically I have resolved to not give a fuck about it, and do this to enjoy it. I don't care what I write or how it will be perceived. This is mine.
I am not going to describe anything of the past few weeks, I can't at the moment. But the past few days have been solid. It's one of those feelings were things are swinging up, and Humanities Scholars trips never fail to make me laugh. Long story short: Things are okay.
I am working on my February mix, and for once I am looking forward to winter carnival.

This is the best day I have had for a while. I passed my license test, and didn't fail my math midterm! I couldn't be that much happier. I feel so free of stress. I could have gotten my license ten months ago, but now that I have it its so relieving.
EDIT: All of my heart goes out to my friend, and her family who have always been some of the nicest and most welcoming people I know. Power Positive.

is going on vacation for a while. bye now.

Yo tengo a mental block against blogging. This weekend started off extremely shittily, and gradually improved, to become a good one. After getting branded with a big "Rejection" on my license test I was so frustrated that I wished I had failed it. Not being able to take the test because I didn't a have front license plate was crushing, considering I've put it off like a year. Then Saturday I just felt like everything was snowballing and becoming terrible, and after wallowing in self-pity for a while, I had the best night I have had for a while. Going to dinner with elaina and jacqui was marvelously fun, filled with so many laughs and just general happiness. Sometimes I worry that my own happiness is tied to friendships, something which is natural, but can often be difficult. At the same time, when I am alone or lonely, it usually just takes a song or reading part of a good book to change my mindset. I like the fact that I am independent and I can usually lift my spirits just by myself, while friends are invaluable, and often speed the process up.
On a musical note, Vampire Weekend's Contra is one of my favorite albums ever. I have probably listened to it six full times this weekend. I had heard most of its songs months ago, but I hear so many new and refreshing aspects every time I listen to it. Its also so damn pleasing to the good old ears. It molds to how I am feeling, which is the best thing about music.
Run
Giving Up The Gun

Today has been the most disappointing and frustrating day.
Edit: I just got a nosebleed.

I am often frustrated on Sundays, but today was the opposite. After a long sleep, having a lazy family breakfast was a very happy time. Like if it was a movie, it would be the part where everyone is laughing and there's a certain warmth floating in the air. Later I went driving with my dad. Car rides with my dad are when I get to talk to him the most. This blog is dull today but if there is one thing I wanted write at the beginning is that my family is a good one.
It's my 100th post. wow wow.